A heart with no PULSE...

WANTING YOU , LOVING YOU WAS A FULL TIME JOB
MYSELF JACK OF ALL TRADES , MASTER OF NONE
KNEW ONE THING TO DO WELL AND THAT WAS TO LOVE YOU
EASY TO START , HARD TO FINISH
NOW IM A HEART WITH NO PULSE

RECOVERY TIME SLOW. THE BAND AIDS CANT STOP THE BLEEDING
THE CLOCK MOVES FAST BUT THE LIFE SPAN OF US STOPPED
OUR TIMEX DIDNT KEEP ON TICKING
WAS IT JUST YESTERDAY I SAID I LOVE YOU
NOW I CANT REMEMBER YOUR PHONE NUMBER
NOW IM A HEART WITH WITH NO PULSE

MY FRIENDS THEY KNOW ! IM A WOUNDED SOLDIER WITH NO MEDAL
FOR MY EFFORTS
ROSA PARKS WOULD BE UPSET TO KNOW I PUT MY HEART NOW ON
THE BACK OF THE BUS
THE CONCLUSION IM A STATISTIC IN THE USE TO BE COLUMN OF
YOUR LIFE
BUT IN MINE ITS REALY WHY DID I LET YOU DO THIS TO ME
I SEE THE PICS AND I GOT THE LETTER
JUST A WASTE OF A STAMP.
NOW IM A HEART WITH NO PULSE

I WROTE ANOTHER POEMM ABOUT YOU CALLED WHO ARE YOU TO
CHANGE ME
THAT WAS MY BITTER END TO A SAD SONG
THIS RIGHT CHEA ! IS MY SONG OF FREEDOM
CANT EXPLAIN WHY A PART OF ME YOU STILL HAVE
MABYE IT WAS THE WAY I NEVER TOLD YOU TO KISS MY AZZ
NOW I AM A HEART WITH NO PULSE

THE PARTIES AND THE OTHER WOMEN WERE NO CURE
ALL I DID WAS BREAK ANOTHER WOMAN'S HEART
MAYBE EVEN TWO IS SHE WAS BEING HONEST WITH ME AND
HERSELF
I TOOK MY SCREENAME DA CHAMP AND MADE HIM A REALITY OF SORTS
BUT TROY HAS COME HOME TO BE WHAT HE REALY IS A GOOD MAN
DOWN BUT NOT OUT WARRIOR TO THE END OF MY DAYS
ROOM FOR GROWTH
BETTER FATHER , SON AND FRIEND
NOW I AM A HEART WITH NO PULSE

YOU MUST BE IN MY WAY TO MOVE ON COMPLETLY AS OF YET I STILL
DONT KNOW
IS THAT WHY I ACT THE WAY I DO AND RUN FROM TRUE LOVE
I MAY BE MILES AWAY BUT THE PAIN I HAVE FELT, FEELS AS IF YOU
LIVE NEXT DOOR
IM ON MY WAY BACK TO CALI TO RETRIEVE MY MATERIAL THINGS
BUT IF I
HAD THAT ONE FIVE MINUTE CHANCE TO GET WITH YOU
I KNOW IT WILL NEVER BEMAYBE
YOU'LL SAY

IM SORRY

A HEART WITH NO PULSE

@DA CHAMP


My reply!





I too am a heart with no pulse

So much hurt, lies, pain and tears…

But my deepest fear..

Are coming true.



Losing so much,

Don’t know which way is up or down

Seems like everyone is laughin at me..

Am I the clown???



Suppose to be good friends,

Saying you’re worth it and they will fight for you,

Again another lie…maybe two…

I’m so ready to just give up, what’s the fuckin use.



Tired of caring, and being there for others.

Crying every day, feeling like I’m smothered…

Losing control…when I’m so use to bein on my A game…

Sometimes don’t know if I’m going or rather I’ve came…



My heart is broken…

No more words to be spoken…Just confused…tired of feeling used…I too, am I heart without a pulse…