Simpe Things...

I've always cared about the simple things in life. When did my life get so spun outta control. When did things get so dang on complicated??

Maybe it's just me!

I asked someone did they see me as negative:
his answer:

HIM: (9/12/2008 8:08:48 PM): i think it can be taken like that
HIM: (9/12/2008 8:09:09 PM): but i think there are some things that have affected you
HIM: (9/12/2008 8:09:27 PM): but I think your heart is good
HIM: (9/12/2008 8:09:51 PM): but i think you so used to being disppointed that sometimes it affects how you think or react to things

This answer coming from someone that is TRYING to understand me. And this shit was so on point. You're answer is so on point..

Maybe I do let alot of things from my past affect me more then it should. But doesn't mean I'm such a horrible, mean, always negative person.

I'll be the first to admit, yes, somethings, I am very negative on..When you've been through all the stuff I have in my life, and dealing with somethings, you cant help but to be negative, when the end result is negativity - bullshit - nothing comes right from it...

I try not to put my views on people. Bcuz I'll be the first to say, I have alot of issues with alot of things. So why be the influence on someone else having the same negative outlook on things.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i'm just rambling right now... it's 5:14am - and my mind is running a mile a minute...

just wanted to share this song..bcuz i want the simple things back in my life...

GOD help me to find peace in simplicity.

(this blog is becoming for of a rantin music blog then any thing else...I cant help it...I can find a song about every situation...just like shopping and writing... music soothes my soul..and takes me to a place of temporary comfort...)

________Song Lyrics________

Elisabeth Withers - Simple Things

VERSE 1:
How do you explain this funny feeling deep inside
MAKES me smile when I'm lonely - comforts me when I'm sad
(How do you) explain this sweet sweet smile on my face
That just keeps (getting better) with each passing day
For so (long) I didn't (know) I was searching in all the wrong places

CHORUS:

(thinking if I) spent more money than I could
(if I) worked harder than I should
ALWAYS HAVING FRIENDS TO FEEL GOOD (I'd be happier)
Loosing my breath in the hustle
Just stressin' over nuthin'
Forgetting the real joys that lie - in the simple things

VERSE 2:
How do you explain when there’s more month @ the end (of
the money)
Your situations tells (you to worry) but you see the flowers in bloom
(How do you) explain THE soft caress on your face
That tells you it’ll get better with each passing day
For so (long) I DID NOT know I was looking in all the wrong places

CHORUS:
(thinking if I) played more games then I could
(if I) worried more then I should

Spinnin’ my wheels with the lover that meant me no good

Loosing my breath in the hustle
Just stressin' over nuthin'
Forgetting the real pleasures that lie - in the simple things

Bridge:
The sun shining on my face - your strong embrace
mama calling - daddy calling to see if I'm ok
The fresh air I breathe - enough food to eat
A warm place to sleep at night - ARE the simple things